pins, needles & tofurkey jerky

isn't it strange that you can apply for something, not really want it, disregard it and then given the carrot decide that you'll be heartbroken without it.

i wait...

had a dream last night that I was diagnosed with a terminal disease. I was trying to convince everyone that it was okay, that I was ready to go. In my dream i had accepted the eminent demise, loss of self prospects.



















these photos are nearly notes on the journey. two events mashed into one through the skin.