Friday, August 27, 2010

over and out

she's up
birthed
she'll live for a few short weeks
upon termination she'll be boxed

earlier there were internal dilemmas
the whining
is the child worth the effort?
should i pursue this?
do i want her like this?

day of birth satisfaction
the quiet feeling of accomplishment
a hint of pride

all to be lost tomorrow
or not
the celebration is fraught
the presentation of self
the self appears bold and confident
there is a reason the ancients utilized masks

she works into it
preparations similar to battle or summer camp


end the night on the early bus
welcome 4:30 am
follow beer with coffee
to a plane
to a land
party clothes on
glassy eyes engaged
spirit high/low
discombobulated in the best of hazy "do with me what you will world" kind of way.

no sleep for the animals

Thursday, August 19, 2010

i don't know

to return

few thoughts
drowning self in music
a rare desire

procrastinate

avoidance
it's a craft
not to feel bad
to accept as it is
as the present

to not do as should
but to act on desire

head is muffled
a bit quiet
unexpected
a hesitant pleasantry
silence
rarity to embrace

transitions

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Monday, August 9, 2010

lada love

big plans
a creature like this
a creature of another sort
hundreds and thousands of kilometers to cover
linking two old superpowers




Friday, August 6, 2010

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

beach voyeur....

if only i could go back,instead i slave to computing, exporting, transcoding, downloading, burning, and unknown errors.

is this what i get for stalking strangers? i'll never do it again. i promise.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Monday, July 19, 2010

friends for my other babushka



asserting individualsim

A while back I asked a friend why we didn't customize the paint jobs on our cars. They felt like blank canvases, untapped potential expressions.






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