she's up
birthed
she'll live for a few short weeks
upon termination she'll be boxed
earlier there were internal dilemmas
the whining
is the child worth the effort?
should i pursue this?
do i want her like this?
day of birth satisfaction
the quiet feeling of accomplishment
a hint of pride
all to be lost tomorrow
or not
the celebration is fraught
the presentation of self
the self appears bold and confident
there is a reason the ancients utilized masks
she works into it
preparations similar to battle or summer camp
end the night on the early bus
welcome 4:30 am
follow beer with coffee
to a plane
to a land
party clothes on
glassy eyes engaged
spirit high/low
discombobulated in the best of hazy "do with me what you will world" kind of way.
no sleep for the animals
Friday, August 27, 2010
Thursday, August 19, 2010
i don't know
to return
few thoughts
drowning self in music
a rare desire
procrastinate
avoidance
it's a craft
not to feel bad
to accept as it is
as the present
to not do as should
but to act on desire
head is muffled
a bit quiet
unexpected
a hesitant pleasantry
silence
rarity to embrace
transitions
few thoughts
drowning self in music
a rare desire
procrastinate
avoidance
it's a craft
not to feel bad
to accept as it is
as the present
to not do as should
but to act on desire
head is muffled
a bit quiet
unexpected
a hesitant pleasantry
silence
rarity to embrace
transitions
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Monday, August 9, 2010
lada love
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
beach voyeur....
if only i could go back,instead i slave to computing, exporting, transcoding, downloading, burning, and unknown errors.
is this what i get for stalking strangers? i'll never do it again. i promise.
is this what i get for stalking strangers? i'll never do it again. i promise.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
asserting individualsim
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